Before TISE, I used to suffer from asthmatic bronchitis. I had been operated on the TMJ (temporomandibular joint). I had already been diagnosed with depression, panic, gastritis…I had come to weigh 40 kilos due to intestine arrested. I had suffered from cystitis since I was born. I felt guilty for everything. I had pain. I did not even know what self-love was. I just suffered… I definitely did not want to live anymore. I was a total victim of life and of myself. I thought I was better than others were, almost a ‘saint’ who did not feel any anger and who was never wrong because, if I made a mistake, it was someone else’s fault. Nothing seemed fair, I was sad, I did not know how to love… and I was not aware of my attitudes in the slightest.
I discovered TISE in the beginning of 2010. Every time I went through the therapy, my bowel worked and my weight changed. Then I decided to take the course.
On the first day an incredible change tool place, for the first time in my life I felt my heart saying, “This is it”. After five colleges, taking a course where you finally feel “that’s it, that’s the way” is certainly a relief.
Through TISE I saw clearly that we have the choice of crying and suffering, because sadness is part of it, but that cultivating it is a choice. I saw clearly that no one will be happy for me and that only I can write my own story.
I have learned that there are facts in my life but my reaction to them is my choice and my responsibility. It is only up to me to see the choices I make and lovingly accept them.
I am still learning to love, to know who I am, to create my story…to be happy!
Through TISE, I discovered the truth of my heart.